i think.. i know why a lot of couples break up after being apart for so long. it's not just about not physically being there for each other, because of time difference and sheer distance, but it's because of different experiences and changing opinions. people get together and feel close to one another because of shared experiences, memories, opinions, perspectives, and interests. what happens then, when all that starts to change? when you're in a different country, in a different line of work, hanging out with a different bunch of friends? your perspective on things is influenced and you lose touch with who you used to be.

i really need to see you soon. i don't know how long more i can put up with this. we seem to be growing further and further apart... as if we no longer understand each other.

come home soon, please.