Why is it that I feel as though everyone has given up on me? Lately I feel like I don't really have the energy to be nice to people anymore. I just wanna tell them all to fuck themselves and stop judging me! Don't look at me! I just wanna hide away somewhere and keep to myself. I don't feel like I'm wanted (or needed even) around here.

I wanna move out of Tembusu College already. But it's only Year 2 Sem 1 and I have no intention of pulling out halfway of the UTRP. I can't stand this... I feel like moving somewhere else where no one knows me. Where I can just start anew without anyone else. Because I can't trust anyone. I can't believe in people enough anymore to feel loved. I'm sick of words and I'm sick of people.